back to bham

so basically i haven't blogged in a super long time. a lot has gone on since the last time i wrote in here that i don't even know where to begin. my summer was spectacular. i loved every minute of it. i spent a lot of time with my grandparents at the lake, worked a lot, and was just able to relax. i met a new friend, i worked with him at st. leo's, his name is brent. he basically got me through work and always made me laugh. i love making new friends :) well now i am back at school and loving it so far. i've been staying busy with softball, school, and friends. i get to play this year for softball and it is so much better. it is a lot better already this season. i've loved living in my apartment with shannon and andrea. its nice to be able to have my own room and cook my own food. laundry is calling my name though. until next time....peace out!

dead week...

so basically its dead week. meaning last week of classes, no homework, basically a great week. i can't believe that it is finally almost summer. as i sit here on my bed shannon is packing up her things. it feels like just the other day this journey of college just started. the day me and shannon moved in and started as freshman. i can't believe my first year of college is almost over. i am growing up way to fast. im scared. before i know it im gonna be graduating college and starting my career and a family. thats the scary part. i feel like im never going to be ready to take the big challenge of the real world. i feel like i just belong in this world where people guide me through life. i know i should be happy, i am finally growing up and about to start a wonderful life for myself. i am happy just very nervous that this is all happening so quickly.

just thought i would share my thoughts for the day. have a wonderful sunny day! :)

amazing day....

The sun today was so beautiful. I layed in the grass all afternoon with my roomie, enjoying the wonderful weather.

Well my weekend was pretty amazing! I got to go home! going home always makes me feel better. i don't know why, but it just lets me feel free. friday night, i just stayed at home with my mommy and watched the mariners game. saturday was a fun day because i got to spend it with my titta bear. we went to the spring fair. and she forced me to go on the stupid zipper. ugh!! well actually it was pretty fun, but shhh don't say anything! :) then after the rides, we went and got a cool picture button, and that was fun! well on sunday i went to get coffee with kelsey!! and i loved every minute of it! we spent 2 hours just catching up, and talking about all our plans for the summer! ocean shores, oregon, and PALM SPRINGS!!!! gonna def. be a fun summer!

summer is almost here only like 7 weeks left of school i can't wait. this summer better be a nice warm weather. i'll be outside all summer for work so i better get hella tan. no softball tans! yay! this will be such a good summer without softball. i haven't had a free summer since the summer before 7th grade! CRAZY!! well have a wonderful night everyone...hopefully tomorrow will be just as sunny as today!

life

so my life.....well i love it! what is not to love about this amazing thing that god has given to us. the sun is shinning, the birds are chirping, the flowers are blooming, and everyone has a smile on their face. what is there not to love about a day like this.

my life has been like a rollercoaster these past few months, and days like today is a reminder from god telling me that everything is going to be ok. its funny how one minute everything can seem so normal, and the next its like what just happened. my emotions have been running crazy and i can't thank my best friend and family enough for helping me realize that everything will be ok and things happen for a reason. i feel like life is to crazy to not tell the ones you love how much you love them every moment you have. i feel like if you aren't careful life will run away from you before you know it. even though things are rough, i learn to look past them. look at the positives of things instead of the negatives. like my best friend told me last night before we went to sleep. "why when things are bad do people look at the negative side, and never look at the positives of what could happen." she is exactly right. god has a plan for every person in this world, and he will do whats right for us, even if we don't like it. its the way of life. so whoever you are out there reading this, i want you to know that i love and care for you deeply. my life would not be the same without you. my family and friends have made the biggest impact in my life. i will do anything for anyone of you out there. i love you with all my heart.

Spring...

so spring is just around the corner and makes everyones life just a little better. i haven't written a post in a while so i thought i shall write one. i have been very busy lately with finals and softball. i hate finals so much, they are so very stressful! i am excited however to be done with my winter quarter and get new classes for the spring!

the snow has been driving me crazy and i just want the sun to start shinning more. spring is going to be amazing this year, with all the beautiful flowers at western starting to bloom. i am ready to not have to wear 2 jackets where ever i go, and be able to wear t-shirts.

softball has been going crazy since we've started our season. we have started off pretty good, with a record of 6-4. we play saint martins this weekend at home, so hopefully we will have a couple more wins under our belt! :) until my next post, may the sun brighten everyones day!

summer is almost here...only 3 more months!! :)

school....

So I have been back at school for like 2 weeks, and Im already having more fun then I was having last quarter. I still miss being home a lot, but Western is starting to grow on me. I've been staying pretty busy with softball and all my classes. My classes kinda suck this quarter, none are really that fun. I like my Chem class, thank goodness I have Ian in that class or else I would be so lost. My art of listening to music class is super boring. I try to understand it and pay attention, but its just hard. Im not interested in learning who composes the piece, or how many beats it has.

Softball has been going a lot better too. It going good right now, we've been able to be outside now and not stuck in the stinky gym. We have our first game in exactly a month. Im pretty stoked for the season to finally start. well im off to go read some more of twlight, i am determined to finish the 2nd book finally after like forever. :)

i miss summer. only like 5 months :)

tomorrow!

so basically tomorrow i have to go back to school! my wonderful winter break has finally come to an end. i am very sad that i did not get to see everyone that i wanted to see. i did get to hang out with amalitta A LOT! i loved every minute of it! i missed being able to hang out with her whenever i wanted. im going to miss her while i am back at school, but i will be home again in 3 weeks so i guess its not that long. Nikky, i am very glad that i got to know you better this break and hang out with you quite a bit. i look forward to getting to know you better and building a strong friendship. even though i did have an amazing break, i am ready to go back to school and see all my friends. i am very excited to see ian and ryan, i missed them so much. i am excited to get back to my daily routine with shannon, and i am also very excited to be sleeping in the same room with her as well. i have missed saying goodnight best friend to her every night. well i better be off to bed i have to wake up early to go back to school. :)